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A smart man once said to me, "How can you know others if you don't know yourself."
I gave him the look, then asked, "What the hell is that suppose to mean?"
That's what this blog is about. What the hell that means .....
See this bench? At my lowest point, I sat on that bench. So what? Everyone has low points? True. And when I stood in front of that bench, was my suffering greater then yours? I doubt it. Did I feel like I was going to implode more than you ever felt like you were going to implode? I don't think so. A wise man once implied suffering comes to all who live. He's right.
Remember, even though there are people on this world who are starving, suffering illness, enduring torture and impossible cruelty, only fools and children believe they suffer more than everyone else. The other side of the coin is true as well: only fools and children believe they are happier than everyone else.
But this post isn't about the deep philosophical dilemma that is existence. I just wanted to show you this bench and tell you what it meant to me.
If you were standing where I was standing when I took this picture, behind you and to the left is a tree. This tree overlooks the Detroit River from Belle Isle. Belle Isle is a little island park in on the Detroit River in case you hadn't heard of it.

Among the long list of things I took the time to believe in, one was Tai Chi practice. Go ahead, take a moment to laugh, but its true. The slow moving, deep breathing, old-Chinese-people-doing, funny outfits and so on, Tai Chi. Early on weekend mornings, in the pre-dawn hours, I would throw my cameras into the truck and begin.
Driving slowly through the streets, I'd work my way from my home in Ferndale, to East Grand Boulevard and Jefferson. Some days the trip was a straight shot up Woodward. Other days, a two hour excursion weaving up and down side streets the entire way.
Between 5-6am, photo-ops are innumerable. I rarely stopped to shoot, though. The city was so peaceful and quiet. If you were the type of person that believed that the City of Detroit was nothing more than crime and ruin, you'd be in for an interesting surprise. Its a beautiful experience, like walking into a room where a baby is sleeping. Peaceful, quiet, for a moment anyway.

I'd cross the MacArthur Bridge onto Belle Isle and follow the parameter road until I found the closed concession stand. I'd show you a picture of the stand, but its gone, now.
This is foot path leading up to the tree. Not so beautiful at the end of winter, but in a few weeks, it will be. By the way, my tree isn't one of the trees in this image.
I would sound really cool and zen-like if I said it was a long journey along this path to my tree and bench. That would be the poetic choice. In reality, my Tai Chi escape is just to the left and off camera. This is it, the solitary one.

Pretty scraggly looking. Even on its best day, this tree kind of looked like hell, but that was my tree. That's were I ended a weekly early morning ritual designed to restart my point of view. Square up my frame of mind. Forget my troubles.
I'd practice near this tree for maybe 90 minutes. It was great, a great feeling. Was it real? I think it was. It could have been something else. Maybe it was the hour of day. Maybe it was my strange purposefulness. Maybe it was the silence, broken only by natural sounds. Maybe it was the exhaust fumes collecting in the truck from driving so slowly. Real or not, it was real for me. The experience was real.